22 Dec 10

i wake up everyday

I wake up everyday thinking that why arent i’m like my friends. 

So rich and fun loving

having the perfect life i wanna have.

My social life has depleted to zero

and i realised the one thing that kept me alive all these years

was having truckloads of people around me.

having friends, feeling that despite who and what i am

i am still wanted.

i hate myself.